Reckoning

Am I good enough? I guess it doesn't matter that I don't think so, because it's what they think that appears to matter right now. I can't imgaine the moment of pure jubiliation upon good news, or even the disappointment that bad news will bring. I didn't even expect to make it this far, so maybe there is an ounce of talent in me somwhere, and maybe, just maybe, I put a couple of words together that they liked.